if you wanna be my lover you gotta be rich and close to death

Are you serious?
It is so annoying that I can no longer have a nice conversation with a guy and assume they want a nice friendship, because minutes later they ask for a blowjob, like seriously? Do I really act like I’ve been around? and since when does flirting meant that I am a sexual beast? Like WTF? Is it just me or am I really that big of a slut!? I really hate this and I don’t need to tell no one if I am sexually active or not because that’s my personal life, but truth is I have never had a sexual contact with a guy, and to be honest I do not plan to, because I have self respect. And Yes, call me cheesy but I am just looking for the right guy, but I guess a girl can’t be sexy without being whore. That’s just not cool, and I am seriously loosing hope into finding a nice guy whiling to like me for who I am, not for who they think I am.







